They--and you, mostly--probably always came up with idea that I'm a strong, arrogant, heartless woman. The part of it used to be so right. Back then, in fact, if I was what they think I am, I wouldn't keep you here, My Myungsoo. I wouldn't jailed you in this hell they dare called home. Instead, I'd let you free. Walk among big cities, filled with sunshine, fulled of attention and affection--something I could never give to you.
But believe me Myungsoo, I truly love you. You are the most beautiful creatures God ever sent to me. I'm sorry I'm disappointed you sometimes. Can't help but being the only person I know.
I do love you,
Your Mom

